You know, a very wise woman once told me that I would raise these 2 step kids, and once they hit the teen years, that they would turn around and break my heart, crap all over me and forget all that I had done for them. I told her..."no way, that isn't going to happen to me." Well, it has happened. I am nothing to them. No matter how much love and guidance I have tried to give them, it doesn't matter. Thier mom waltzes back into thier lives off and on, and now she is mother of the year???
Where was she when these kids were hurting...all the nightmares, plays, drs. appointments, parent-teacher conferences and so on? Where was she...???...off building HER life and career, never putting the kids first. Now all of a sudden she wants to glide right in, and have the kids. She puts so much importance on money, money, money, that the kids think that this is the one important thing in life.
As I sit here with a broken heart, feeling like I have been betrayed and stabbed in the back, and then my heart ripped out and stomped on all over the floor, I do know that Vengence is Mine says the Lord.
I have done nothing wrong, and yet they make me feel like I am the worst person in the world.
Good luck to her is what I say.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
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